Mental Health in the Peace Corps

As you can tell by the title of this blog, today I want to chat about mental health. Specifically, mental health as a Peace Corps Volunteer.

Statistically speaking, mental health disorders affect a shit ton of people each year (give or take a shit ton) and some of those people are Peace Corps Volunteers (yep, those are real stats).

I’ve wanted to talk about this issue for some time now, but until I’d been in Peace Corps over a year, I didn’t feel 'experienced' enough to address this topic. Now that I have lived the ins and outs of mental health in the Peace Corps, I feel able to talk about this issue with more authority (for lack of a better word).

Edit: I've since written an update to this post, which you can read here.


According to, “Mental health includes our emotional, psychological, and social well-being. It affects how we think, feel, and act. It also helps determine how we handle stress, relate to others, and make choices.” The Mayo Clinic says that mental health illnesses include depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, eating disorders and addictive behaviors (to name a few). However, psychiatric disorders are not the same as medical diseases. Some doctors argue that the term mental illness may be misleading because mental disorders are simply descriptions of observations as opposed to physical illnesses. Anxiety doesn’t show up on a blood test. An x-ray of someone with depression looks the same as the x-ray of someone without. There is no urine test that can diagnose anorexia, and someone with alcoholism doesn’t have a brain tumor to explain his or her addiction. Mental health rarely leaves physical signs, but that is why it is so dangerous.


I struggle with anxiety, but I am happy to say that my anxiety is manageable. I wouldn’t be in South Africa if it weren’t. I never (rarely – at least not in the recent past) let my anxiety control my life. Just like I jump off bridges to face my fears, I never avoid facing my anxiety (which is my biggest fear). I don’t think anyone who interacts with me would ever assume I have bad anxiety; in fact, most people are surprised when I tell them. I suppose my gregarious, loquacious, friendly, adventurous exterior disguises my anxious, terrified, nervous, reticent interior. (Can you tell I’ve been studying for the GRE?)

My close friends and family know about my personal struggle with anxiety and panic disorder because I have learned that the best way for me to cope is through open and honest communication. Hiding my anxiety, lying to friends, and burying my condition only led to more severe panic attacks and inability to function normally. Although I don’t want to go into immense detail here on the inter-webs about my mental health history, I will give you the cliff-notes version so you can understand where I am coming from when I write about mental health in PC.

According to my mother, I started displaying signs of anxiety as early as 6 years old. I vaguely remember my first panic attack around that time, but I’m pretty sure I’ve blocked out most of the memory. Until I was in my teens, I called my anxiety ‘the weird feeling’ simply because I didn’t understand or know how to express what was happening in my mind. At 16 I was officially diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorder. Over the years my struggles have ebbed and flowed. I go through good periods and bad. I have been medicated and not (currently, I am taking anti-anxiety medication and have been for about three years). It wasn’t until my anxiety got really bad in college that I finally opened up to friends about my mental health issues. Living with 3 other girls in a small apartment didn’t leave room for many secrets. Anyway, by the time I decided to apply to PC, I was well versed in all things metal health. I knew my anxiety like the back of my hand - where it stems from, what happens in my brain when I have a panic attack, positive coping mechanisms, etc.


Mental Health is something that PCVs become very aware of during their service. If not because of PC staff constantly reminding us, then because we deal with struggles in-country that we never faced in the States. Living in isolation from friends and family, in a village without electricity, running water, indoor plumbing, and Internet, where you most likely don’t speak the language of those around you, and witnessing racism, poverty, and abuse (and sometimes being subject to those things), can all take a toll on the psyche. Without proper coping mechanisms, PCVs can develop anxiety, depression and other mental health issues. Some volunteers even develop addictions to cigarettes or alcohol as a way to cope with these newfound struggles.

Apparently, Peace Corps’ approach to mental health as changed a lot in the 21st century. PC staff is now very hands on in ensuring that every volunteer is mentally healthy and stable. During PST, PC medical staff holds sessions to teach PCVs warning signs of mental health problems and healthy coping mechanisms. In fact, medical comes to every training, even one year into service, to reiterate these lessons. Peace Corps has a psychiatrist on staff who meets with volunteers who are struggling at site. She also works with PCVs who have experienced assault and/or trauma. The PC psychiatrist serves all Southern African countries (she counsels PCVs over the phone or Skype if they are too far away to meet in person) but luckily for PCSA, she is based out of the Pretoria office. Another way that PCSA helps with the struggles of service is through the Peer Support Network, a committee made up of two currently serving PCVs from each cohort who are available for additional support (much like an RA in college). They are given extra money each month to buy airtime to call other PCVs, and they also help medical staff at our trainings. They also work with diversity in PC, specifically how diversity affects the PC experience (i.e. race, gender, age, sexual orientation, religious beliefs, etc.) During PST, each trainee is assigned a PSA member as his or her “mentor” of sorts, to help with the transition to village life.

When applying to Peace Corps, PC Medical in Washington goes through your personal medical history with a fine-toothed comb. In addition to a myriad of doctor’s appointments, PC also wants a record of every medicine you’ve ever been prescribed. If you report any history of mental health issues (which you must if you want to continue on medication) they require even more information. My therapist and psychiatrist in Miami had to fill out forms and write letters to PC explaining that I was mentally fit to serve, and I had to write a personal statement about how I would cope with my anxiety abroad. Despite PC’s hesitation to accept volunteers with mental health problems, I think having experience with anxiety has only helped me in Peace Corps. The coping mechanisms I developed over the years are easily transferred to coping with my new living and working situation. I cannot tell you how many PCVs have developed anxiety in-country and have been put on anti-anxiety medication by medical staff. Not only are they trying to adjust to life in a rural village, they now have to learn to live with a giant cloud of anxiety over their head. I remember being diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorder at 16 and feeling terrified of my own brain. I was adapting to life on anti-anxiety medications and learning how to live with this fog in my mind. Now I try to imagine going through all that while also living in a rural village in South Africa away from my loved ones and I can’t imagine what these PCVs go through. Sometimes I believe my experience with anxiety has been as asset to my service, as opposed to a disadvantage. 

My only issue with PCSA’s approach to supporting mental health is the limit on therapy sessions. Med staff only approves 3-6 visits to the PC psychiatrist before they reevaluate your mental health and have to decide if you are mentally fit to serve. In their opinion, if you are still struggling at site after 6 sessions, more sessions aren’t going to help. In my opinion, ongoing therapy sessions aren’t a sign of weakness, but rather, strength. I believe I could see the PC therapist once a month and still be a successful volunteer. I understand their concern that therapy sessions take the volunteer away from their work at site, but I don’t think one meeting a month would be detrimental to success. Personally, I like to keep a close eye on my anxiety and monitor it regularly. Basically, if I notice my anxiety getting a ‘bit much’ I like to nip that in the bud before it gets even worse. I’ve seen the PC psychiatrist twice and those sessions were helpful in reiterating my thoughts and feelings and even learning some new tips and tricks. At the moment I don’t feel like I need more sessions, but if a problem arises, I’d like to know the option is available without the concern that I will "max out" my therapy card. [Edit: I've recently learned that PCSA no longer has a defined limit on therapy visits because they approach each situation on a case-by-case basis]

There are almost 150 PCVs in Peace Corps South Africa and not everyone loves PC's approach to mental health, but that's why I want to start the conversation. Nothing can improve without dialogue.


Over the last few years mental health has became a topic of conversation in the States and more and more people are opening up about their struggles. Kristen Bell recently gave an interview to Off Camera about her history with depression and anxiety and the stigma around those things (watch it here). Hayden Panettiere openly discusses her experience with postpartum depression (read about it here) and I recently read an article about mental health and stigma in Hollywood, which I'll link here. Many insurance companies now cover mental health treatments, and increasingly more people take advantage of therapy and anti-anxiety medication. Although mental health is becoming less stigmatized in the West, we still have a long way to go. Until mental health is treated as seriously as a broken bone or tumor, people will continue to suffer in silence. 

Unfortunately, mental health is not a subject that is widely spoken about in the villages of South Africa (if at all). I’m struggling to find a way to address mental health in a culture that believes witchcraft is responsible for alcoholism and that uses the term “crazy” to describe anyone who has a mental disability. In fact, I’m not sure if mental health is an issue I will be able to address at all during my service, but I believe defeating the stigma starts with open and honest dialogue, which is partly why I'm writing this.

If there is a book titled, Teaching Mental Health Awareness in Rural Villages, send it my way, please ;)


Is alcohol a positive coping mechanism until used in excess? A night out with friends is sometimes exactly what someone needs to deal with life at site. 
Running/Exercise is usually considered a positive coping mechanism, but what if the PCV runs until he or she loses too much weight or gets injured? 
Med staff says reading or watching a movie can be a good coping mechanism, but what if you read so much you never leave home and isolate yourself from your community? 
What about sex? Sex is scientifically proven to release endorphins and other “feel-good” hormones that can reduce anxiety. But what if the PCV has unsafe sex or ultimately gains a reputation in the village and ruins local relationships?

My point is: there is no “right” way to cope with anxiety. Sometimes it takes a lot of trial and error to figure out what works for you, and there’s a line that each PCV needs to be careful not to cross no matter what he or she choses as a coping mechanism. I love running, but I have definitely lost a lot of weight because of it (luckily, I am still in the healthy zone) and I am currently nursing a fractured ankle, which is killing my psyche since I rely on running as my main stress-reliever. I decided early on in my service not to drink alcohol at site because I don’t want to start using alcohol to avoid my feelings, and drinking alone is a slippery slope to alcoholism. I love to read and watch TV shows, but I don’t bring books or my hard drive to my org so I am not tempted to zone out and avoid work. I live close to Pretoria so I could easily go to town each weekend and avoid village life, but my boss and I limit my visits to one weekend per month. I make it a point to play with the neighbor kids on weekends that I am at site so I don’t shut myself away in my house, and as a “reward” for hand-washing laundry for one year; I sometimes take my laundry to the Laundromat in my shopping town. I buy chocolate anytime I see it (chocolate isn’t available in my village) but I also force myself to cook a “real” mean at least once a week (because I could easily eat chips and candy for every meal). I am in no way a paragon of how to cope with mental health struggles in the Peace Corps, but I think I’ve learned a lot over the years and have some useful advice.

Don’t be scared to join Peace Corps because you have struggled with your mental health, and don’t be scared to join because you think you may develop problems. Peace Corps is still the best decision I’ve made, even with the struggles I’ve faced, and overall, I do feel supported by PC staff and my fellow volunteers. High School Musical said it best: we’re all in this together.

Anywho, I could talk about anxiety and mental health till the cows come home, so I’m gonna finish off here before I ramble even more. Let me know if you have any advice/questions/support/contentions etc. because I’d love to hear them!

I’m actually on the hunt for some alternative/holistic approaches to treating my anxiety so I don’t have to be medicated forever. If you know of any, please send them my way!



  1. As far as I know anxiety is a really tough mental illness to live with and most of the people sufferer a lot. Some of their symptoms can notice from early in their childhood too. Some specialists state that, by getting therapy and medication can help them to cure or at least to make a difference.

  2. Finding your post was a God-send. I recently applied for the Peace Corps (a life long dream of mine) and I have anxiety and depression like symptoms. I recently got an email saying my application was under review for the South Africa program in summer of 2017. I was so worried (to the point of panic) that I wasn't going to get in, but your post puts my mind at ease. I know that I have the possibility to not get accepted, and I understand that. It was just really nice to read this post and understand that there are some options out there in the field.

    1. I'm so glad the post help you! Trust me, you are not the only person in that position. Luckily, PC is becoming more and more open and understanding to mental health issues. It's an interesting time to be joining Peace Corps!

    2. Hi!
      I am so happy I stumbled across this post, I am currently in the process of Medical Clearance to serve in Mongolia and I am so worried I will not get cleared. I disclosed my anxiety issues on my application and made it through to this point, but am worried they will reject me because I was prescribed xanax in the past three years... I have been reading a lot of blogs about people who have been rejected due to this and am now so worried. Any thoughts?

    3. Firstly, congrats on making it this far! Mongolia sounds incredible! I'd been prescribed Xanax prior to PC (on a need basis - not as a daily medication, if that makes sense) and they still admitted me. The only consideration is that PC absolutely does not allow PCVs to use Xanax and it's prohibited during service. Therefore, I had to write a quick thing about how I would cope without Xanax (I think since I'd never taken it regularly, that helped). PC is getting much better about supporting volunteers with mental health issues (in my opinion - at the very least they are more aware that it's an issue). However, that is also hurting prospective volunteers because (I believe) PC doesn't want to invite people that they think might have "issues" at site (since now they feel more obligated to help). But again, just my opinion. That being said, there is 100% precedent for inviting people with mental health issues, myself as an example. My best advice is to fight for yourself. Be your biggest advocate. Tell them why you want to serve and why you'll be able to (with or without anxiety).

    4. Also, I've since written a follow-up, if you want to check it out!

  3. Thanks for your blog. I was just today denied medical clearance because I see a therapist for anxiety. Ironically I was going to stop seeing them but just did it for the sake of routine and insurance paid for it. Never did I think there would be a negative effect for it. I am deeply hoping that they at least re-assign me to a South African country where you say these services are offered.

    1. Hi! I'm so sorry to hear that. I can't believe they denied you because you see a therapist. There is definitely precedent for accepting someone with anxiety (myself and many others are examples). Let me know if you need any help with an appeal!

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  5. I am a prospective Swaziland volunteer and have been accepted, but am still working through medical clearance. I recently began seeing a therapist mostly because I think it's a good idea (especially before embarking on a potentially life-changing journey like PC), as well as to work through a past trauma. I reported it to PC and was told that most people who see or even have seen a therapist recently do not get cleared. Just wondering if you have any advice on what to do? Based on my experience and what I've heard from others, PC's approach to mental health seems to be stuck in 1920.

    1. Hi! Thanks for reaching out. I was in therapy when I applied to Peace Corps and got accepted, but that was in 2013/4 and I have heard that things are getting more strict. I wish I had some better advice, but I think advocating for yourself is your best bet. I wrote a long letter about how I knew I would be a good volunteer despite my mental health background (even because of my background). You really have to be your strongest advocate.
      I can only really speak to PC South Africa, but I do believe that they are trying to be more understanding of volunteers with mental health struggles (how they are going about that is a different story) but that means they are also getting more picky about who they accept (in anticipation of how much help they will need in country). Does that make sense?
      I hope it works out for you! There is definitely precedent for accepting a volunteer in therapy so don't give up hope! Let me know if there is anything else I can help with.

    2. Hi Morgan, thanks for your response. I and my therapist both wrote multiple extremely positive letters, but I was ultimately denied anyway. I feel like this is clearly discriminatory and I'm trying to figure out how we can put more pressure on PC to change their archaic policies.

    3. I'm so sorry to hear that. There must be some rules within Peace Corps about which conditions (and to what degree) they accept/allow. I agree that it seems discriminatory but there must be some rule that allows them to be this picky. I heard that they don't accept applicants who are newly diagnosed, newly medicated, or newly in therapy. What "newly" constitutes is beyond me. I really wish you had gotten better news, but don't be scared to reapply in a year or so when your considered more "stable" (at least in Peace Corp's eyes). If you want to discuss further, feel free to email me!

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